If you get then your the one for me. I NEVER thought I would try online dating. I thought it was for losers. My ego prevented it because, what's wrong with me that I can't meet the love of my life at 46?, or the truth,what if no one likes me? Then I tell myself that I am happy just the way I am and that I don't need anyone but I miss the intimacy; and what isintimacy about? It's about synchronicity. To be yourself, that inner you that you are most comfortable with and be in syn with another is the most beautiful thing. i have not had that since the age of 21. I could tell you about the fact that I am a docyor of medicine and that I love people but crave privacy. I can also tell you that at the age of 40 I developed a mis-life crisis and ended up in rehab. through addiction I was forced to find myself and through I'm not entirely sure where I'll end up, I am now enjoying the journey. I may not entirely know what I want, but I do know that if we are not insyn, then we won't be able to have a friendship or romance and I want it all. I want the I can't stand being away from you romance, and the hot, tender, wicky sex that makes me scream out your name, and I really want to have that experience before I die! Do I want to fall in love, yes!, madly and paasoniately. If it doesn't happen I'm going to happily loving my family, my pets(my babies since I have no children), aspects of my work :), and the journey.

Vierge